Musing

I don't know if it because I'm getting older (I'll be 29 next year) or if it is current set of circumstances...but Christmas just was not the same this year. I felt ill prepared...almost like Christmas passed me by. I usually start shopping in October because I'm so excited. I have tons of lists and everything rocks along smoothly. But not this year. Yes, it had it's highlights. But I just didn't have the joy and anticipation that I usually do. I just feel depressed and melancholy. I feel guilty because I have so much to be thankful for!!